Beautiful Mess

Photo by Andrew Coop on Unsplash

Lying while laying here in your arms

crossing and creating new lines

Keeping appearances, covering old scars

staying inside of the lies


Doing what is expected

watching time passing by

Holding on to desires

to things- no longer mine


What do I do with the smile trapped inside of my mouth?

I’m doing all I can to open up and let it out

Drawn on now with makeup, to complete the phi-sod

a beautiful reminder- I survived love’s firing squad


Mosaic love is what is left

millions of Moments gathered up

Memories reused, and forged together

then, redesigned as one


A beautiful mess of blended things

love, hate, hurt and passion

Wearing with pride this new found wardrobe

my transforming line of fashion