Beautiful Mess

Photo by Andrew Coop on Unsplash

Lying while laying here in your arms

crossing and creating new lines

Keeping appearances, covering old scars

staying inside of the lies

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Doing what is expected

watching time passing by

Holding on to desires

to things- no longer mine

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What do I do with the smile trapped inside of my mouth?

I’m doing all I can to open up and let it out

Drawn on now with makeup, to complete the phi-sod

a beautiful reminder- I survived love’s firing squad

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Mosaic love is what is left

millions of Moments gathered up

Memories reused, and forged together

then, redesigned as one

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A beautiful mess of blended things

love, hate, hurt and passion

Wearing with pride this new found wardrobe

my transforming line of fashion