Bridge Over Troubled Water: Burn it Down, and Learn to Swim
I’m done, I’m done,
absolutely, fucking done!!
I’m sick of catching punishment,
from your momentary fun
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Tired of taking on your blame,
because you are unhappy.
And the way you talk to me
the snide remarks when you are crappy
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There is no way in hell you love me,
no way you care at all.
Cause every time that she fucks up,
I’m the one who takes the fall!
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I love your son, I really do,
you may never know how much.
But, I cant take this disrespect,
I refuse to be your crutch!
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I feel so dumb, so stupid!
That I gave you back control.
I wanted to believe so much,
our future was your goal.
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You played it good, I’ll give you that,
you sure do hide that side well.
I questioned my decisions,
I ignored the flames of hell.
Had me second guessing my own vision,
trapped, like in some spell.
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You punch and kiss equally as hard,
somedays, I can’t tell the difference.
You’re the one who holds the cards,
I’m the one left incoherent.
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Today you got your jab in,
like I had done something wrong,
“go look in the mirror”, you said to me.
It’s your same ol’ dance and same ol’ song.
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I hope that made you feel good,
I sure hope that it was worth it.
Later, you will say you’re sorry,
I will still feel like shit.
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What’s crazy is SHE’S the one who made you mad!
She poked you with that stick!
But I’m the one you lash out at,
the one you treated like a dick!
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We are no longer married,
you made that decision clear.
I don’t know what is wrong with me,
why am I just standing here?
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Allowing you to take your aim,
delivering your blows.
Why anyone would stand for that,
heaven only knows.
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I'm angry, yes, that much is clear,
But I never spoke out of turn.
I think this bridge I’m standing on,
Is one I really need to burn!