Drowning in the deep
Running at a pace I can’t afford to keep
Gotta make a change I find I'm drowning in the deep
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Too far and I can’t go back
Cant go forward can’t stay here
Admitting that I can’t keep up
leaves me struggling with fear
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And I know that we had something
Like nothing we ever had before
A magic like a fire inside- that wouldn’t be ignored
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But we let it slip away, let it go without a fight
Like it wasn’t the air we needed, like it didn’t change our lives
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I feel Im watching my life go by, like a movie im not in
Standing on the outside- playing a game I can’t win
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A bus fair at the airport, with no ticket for the flight
A word game and my mind is blank,
last call on a Friday night
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The bottom of the barrel, at bottom of the list
bottom of the totem pole, a pull that you resist
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I don’t know where or how or why- you even keep me here
Not quite in and not quite out
and its painfully unclear
Where or what we are or will we ever be again
I just cant keep it up and I just can’t let it end
Originally published at https://vocal.media.