Feeling nothing, the new normal.
Passionless, crawl into bed.
Midnight scrolling for adventure.
I’m too young to feel so dead.
Never dreamt about this future.
Worked so hard to end up here.
All alone through life, I journey.
Wishing I could disappear.
Truth be told, I think it’s happened,
no one even knows I’m here
Walk around like a ghost unseen
In a haze, like some bad dream,
Living dead, I wander lonely
Watching others live their dreams
Not living mine or moving forward
Not dead or alive, but in between.
I had it all, the life I dreamed of
It fell in place just as I planned
But like a thief, it all was taken
Fate took it all out of my hands
I live each day like it’s the last one,
I smile, I laugh, I wear that mask.
Everything‘s fine is what I tell you,
Yeah, everything‘s fine, if you should ask
Breathe in, breathe out, just one more step
Sometimes the simple things are hard.
That’s how it’s been since lonely crept
into my fragile house of cards