Still struggling, looking forward to some semblance of relief,

from this lonely prison cell, escape this same routine.

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Searching desperately for some solid ground,

hoping soon to get it in hand,

turn this whole damn thing around.

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One day soon I will figure it all out,

getting back to who I was,

and what my life’s about.

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But for now, I’m in atrophy,

struggling with this getn’ over you,

getn’ over me.

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I still worry about what you think of me,

If it’s something obvious, or subtle that you see.

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I’m going crazy, I think, maybe….

I could use a little help right now,

just a little help from you.

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Your here, but cut off from me,