Trying to find the pieces of this broken heart.

I don’t know how to make it through,

still feeling completely torn a part.

How am I living in a world without you?

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I made it through the fire, but I still smell like smoke

Knowing that I’m lucky,

but it hurts to let you go.

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Cause if I never loved you

If Love never felt that deep

It would be easier to go through

And this pain would let me heal

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Time, an invention in reality we will never understand

It takes loss to feel having

And we’ve all felt that firsthand

And I know, I just don’t wanna understand

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I keep asking myself

why it had to be this way,

they say it’s gonna take some time

But Im lost in yesterday

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And you’re not coming back

Because the grave is just too far for me to reach

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If I never loved you,

If love never felt that deep.

Then it would be easier to go through,

And I wouldn’t let this pain- keep me from healing.

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When I’m quiet, listening closely,

I can almost hear you say.

This is not the girl that I so boldly raised.

Today’s a brand new day,

so get up and get going-

One step at a time,

just get out of your way

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Don’t you know I’m still with you love?

I will never go away.

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And because I did love you,

I did feel a love that deep.

I know that I will make it through,

And you’ll always be a part of me.

And I will heal in time ❤️

I love you mom